Today I met my teacher who asked we three per-graduators to do the project.He is a wise man with deep insight and a pair of long-run eyes. No matter during the chatting or during the instruction, I find every word of his a meaningful sense.

During the last talking about one month ago, he tell us about the four significent plans about the four ten-year time periods. The plans are so logical and consequent and full of abition and persistance. What he told us is to make the blueprint about our seemingly long but acturally limited time. He tell us that one person has four essential ten-year periods, the first ten years are used to study and accumulating the foundation knowledge, then the second ten years are used to find a good job which can help us to support our own normal living, and the next step is to make money through the investment market which is full of risk but can help us to increase the income and accumulate the original captial. Then the last ten years are ulitilized to start his own business which is to set up the top finacial college which will cultivate lots of excellent students who are going to control the future economic situation of China and even the whole world. Thus life can be divided into four wonderful parts, and you will never to hesitate whether the choice of studying will contract with hunting a good job or will miss the proper time of making money. In this way, you could face your life and your dream more reasonable. Therefore, as one compotent of the competitive society the most vital thing we have to learn is how to ourline our future, that is to say how to coordinate our time, energy and passion.

During today's lunch, I was so stucked by his words that the reason why a top man is distinct with others is that they can see the future development of the world earlier and more accurate than other ordinaries. Well this qulity depends on the large wide of knowledege and the sharp mind on the accidental events and a quick reaction about the surface trends. So as a common person we also confused with our future's development and we also rely on the destiny given and arranged by the God. Even though the things are destinied, we also can learn to predict and control it which need cultivate our sharp and accute sense of observation.Only we make an accurate evision of the future, can we control life more efficient and more marvolous! There is likelihood that this is the apparent huge gap between the simple figure and the charming experts. 

终于熬过了人生中最难熬的一个星期。四月的季节本该是踏青郊游的时节，而我却经历了人生中的两次重大考试。从四月十号考G的机考，到四月十三号和十四号的考研复试。本来出国和考研两大重要的考试，我却在一个星期内搞定，此时的我只想去蒙头睡一觉。不知道是因为太conviction还是在waste energy，去年此刻的种种犹豫已经不再了，心似乎已经死去了，只剩下可怜的期待，期待命运的安排。相同的感觉依旧是对于未来的好奇。或许，成功之路就是在所有的捷径都对你关闭之后，才能被发觉出来。也许，许多奇迹都是在绝境中被创造。所有的信念只需要去persist，所有的梦想只需要去pursue.

人生的最高境界是忍。Try to persuade ourselves, 的确是easier said than done.

第一次意识到要pursue the dreams，

第一次意识到要tolerant various unsatisfied

第一次意识到要substantiate something

或许长大的过程就是认知的过程，或许人越长大，就越需要懂得忍。

其实忍得时间也不长，最多也就一辈子……

昨天新东方报了gre的辅导班，又一次踏上了寄托之路。这次是一个人独行，少了上一次的同伴，未来的路是那样的遥不可及，我不知道自己的选择是不是正确，或许就是这无数个未知数才构成了人生的历程。

本可以有一个安逸的生活，然而我没有安于此。

如果说留念一个城市，那或许是因为留念这个城市的人，让路过的人在这个城市停下了脚步。而我，对于bj，已经没有太留恋的人了，没有太牵挂的人，自然也就没有曾经许诺的事，也就没有留下来的理由了。这里留下了我的大学生活，虽然没有太多的精彩，但也算无悔了。感受了这个城市的风景，我需要驶向下一个港湾，去寻找我的paradise。人生就是寻找归宿的过程，不同的归宿需要不同的付出不同的努力。一旦在一个地方停下了脚步，人生也便进入了冬季，这时便会发现自己老了。

理想的人生是动态的人生，放弃一些小小的满足，才有动力去寻找更绚丽的未来。不要在留恋眼前已经欣赏过的景色，可能它也很美，但是未来还在召唤，虽然它可能会很糟糕，但人生的意义也就在于此。不管未来是什么是阳光还是风雨，都经历的人生才是完整的人生。

踏上寄托之旅，需要勇气，更需要毅力。前者容易付出，而后者更需磨练。忘记一些，放弃一些，或许也就会得到另一些！！